Horse Life

Oh. Man.

My wonderfully talented photographer friend was with us at CHP for Leo’s 1st XC schooling and snapped some amaze-ball pictures of Leo. SWOON.

I can’t remember if I had fun or not…
Pretty sure I did, though


Picking up legs is optional over little jumps
Me: There’s a tiny green box that needs jumping. Leo: ON IT
Nailed it
I will never not want to canter this horse
But we must turn…
Back to smiling





Leo Surivives…His 1st Vet Visit (Alt. Title “Damnit Leo”)

So Wednesday morning I gushed about Leo, right? Was it just Wednesday? That day is sort of a blur. Because at 2:18 that day, I got a text.



Looks like he was out at the bar too late

P and Leo couldn’t be more different in pretty much every single way. So seriously- a right eye injury? At least P had the common sense to wait 4 years into our relationship before injuring himself. Leo has been here exactly 3 months. I don’t love ya that much yet.


Luckily my vets love me (probably because I’ve paid them a TON of money in the past year):

2:18: I get the text and sit in disbelief

2:21: I call the vet office and start packing up my stuff at work to leave

2:25: Vet calls back, confirms it’s really NOT Pilgrim she’ll be seeing, says she’s on the way

2:55: I arrive at barn

2:58: Vet arrives at barn

The first thing she did was stain the eye while I waited to hear the words “puncture” and/or “ulcer” and/or “needs meds every 6 hours.” The surrounding tissue was so swollen that she could only see about 90% of the eye, BUT she said that the eye itself looked normal and asked me if he was allergic to anything.


She said it’s most likely an allergic reaction, the result of himself whacking himself, or a sting. We’re leaning towards whack or sting, as BO reported he looked normal when he came inside that morning and she took off his fly mask. Plus he had nothing out of the ordinary- hay, water, feed was all the same. So the vet gave him some Banamine, a shot of Dex and said just to be on the safe side, treat with the triple antibiotic eye ointment I still had from the days of P’s eye…but thankfully only 2x/day.

By the time I left the barn about 4 hours later, his eye was still a little puffy, but not nearly as bad as before.

He was so pitiful, standing in the corner of his field

And the next AM, I almost couldn’t look when BO texted me again, but…

Lots of thanks to Jesus was to be had

And then I went out there that afternoon and lo and behold…definitely normal.

P was definitely relieved it’s not more serious, as Leo being out of commission means P becomes the focus. Since I was low on time after work, Leo had a real ride while one of the other boarders toodled around on P bareback. And being back in work is HARD.

Wednesday: So very much not retired





Horse Life

Leo Survives…XC Schooling

Back in June, when Leo had been off the track for 30 whole days, I took him to Carolina Horse park for the weekend with P. And while he handled it as well as could be expected, by NORMAL standards, it was sort of a mess.

How Leo looked at everything the last time

Since then Leo has had 23 rides at home and been to Trainer B’s 9 times for lessons, and in my opinion, has come such a long way. But the real test was going to be heading back to Carolina Horse Park for the War Horse schooling day/horse trial, because there’s A LOT going on there.

Friday morning we headed to Trainer B’s for a lesson (in which he was perfect), then left straightaway for CHP. My friend was showing there with her trainer and another client, so I stalled with them, and we had another friend coming in to help out, so a really fun group of day drinkers support.

Did someone say wine?

Leo settled in nicely, then I went to go hook up my trailer in the campsite with the plan of hacking him around the grounds when I got back. Of course as soon as I got back to the barn the heavens opened up and it poured and stormed for about an hour, and I saw my chance of riding slipping away. I was sort of desperate to get on him, though, as I figured my best shot at a calm(ish) ride would be that evening when 1) It wasn’t super crowded, and 2) He’d already been worked that day. So as soon as it stopped downpouring, I tacked him up and we headed out.

Leo willing himself to not be 16.3 so he can fit through the opening


Leo: I iz a teensy poneh and can totes go under the rope

It was still sprinkling, there was a bunch of lightning and thunder, the wind had picked up and the temperature had plummeted, but the horse was PERFECT. A little tense, but didn’t put a foot out of place, even when someone came cantering head on towards him. We lasted about 20 minutes before the storms came rolling back in for real and it became a little insane to be out there.

The next morning it poured some more, so everything became a sloppy, disgusting mess. It was the pre-horse trial schooling day, and my instruction from Trainer B had been to get him into the water complex, and also to get him over a few of the tiniest baby jumps IF he was handling everything well. There was a lot of excitement on the grounds, as it was a frigid 70 degrees after 90+ degree heat for the entire summer, and many a call of “Loose Horse” could be heard around the venue.

Unfortunately more than a few people experienced this over the weekend

So when I got on at the barn and walked him past mucho madness to meet everyone at show jumping and he DIDN’T melt down, I was so proud. He did have one moment when a couple horses came at him, but it was more of a “We gotta get out of the way,” spook than anything else. Unfortunately, my friend’s horse and the other client’s horse were having a rough go at life, so our XC schooling time got pushed back while the trainer could get on those guys for their schooling rounds. I ended up walking Leo across the street and just hanging out, letting him soak in the insanity that is XC schooling, and walking/trotting him around the field. AND HE WAS PERFECT. Yes, this is going to be a theme here, guys.


By then everyone else was there, so we followed along while they jumped, because my main mission was water. He stood still while everyone jumped, and didn’t even flinch when a whole group of horses came charging around the corner and up the hill towards us like the cavalry (with the trainer hollering behind them NOT to do that). The only time he got upset was when we were in a little straightaway with woods on either side and my friend cantered off on her horse. There was much sideways motion and llama neck while I convinced him we weren’t going with them, but once they got back, I decided to trot him over the glorified groundpole that is the Green as Grass jump and he had no issues moving away from our group to do just that.


Then we popped over a tiny coop, and on approach he was much more interested in the flag laying in the ground, and did a little pitter-patter with his tooties before popping right over.


But came right around and did it again.


And again.


And the water? Oh…a non-issue.



Then we hopped over a couple more little things:


And then finally strung together a mini course…and he was an angel.

Heading back to the barns, I almost got off to walk him because I figured he might get a little anxious crossing the road and going through the trailers and barn madness, but my curiosity to see how he’d handle it all won out, so I stayed on. And we ended up splitting off from the group with one of the other clients so she could go back to SJ warmup and tackle those jumps again, and Leo this time was perfectly fine with the chaos. I got off him so we could be the client’s jump crew and he followed me around like a puppy dog, and stood like a statue while she jumped. You better believe he got praised like he’d just jumped around Rolex Land Rover for how incredible he was.

Neither of us can believe how calm the other was on XC

He was so good I almost let Husband peer pressure me into entering the actual competition the next day.


And the next day, despite being cooped up in his stall most of the weekend, was perfectly calm to walk around and graze, while I watched some dressage warmup and SJ rounds.

Even getting my phone out to take a picture was not possible in June
Not caring about the multitude of tents, nor the anxious horses that were spooked by them

And while I know that there’s still a long way to go, this outing really bolstered my confidence in his brain…not to mention I had SO.MUCH.FUN.

PC: Eileen Dimond Photography




Blog Hop-ish

I guess this isn’t technically a blog hop, or at least a new one, but it should be. Amanda has this insanely hilarious post that, if you haven’t seen, need to check out STAT. I almost keeled over in my office chair from laughing. Come back here when you’re done.

It inspired me to think about what characters my own horses would be. I don’t feel like I know Leo well enough at this point to ascribe him to a character, and then I had way too many options with P, because P has many MANY personalities.


But during this thought process, I realized that while maybe P doesn’t have the traits of one specific character, our relationship does have a certain movie-esque theme to it…

Obvi I’m Ryan Gosling in this relationship

P when I insist on bathing or grooming him.


And when he knows he’s done something wrong and preemptively punishes himself.


P when you lead him anywhere and make the mistake of turning to look at him.


When I have a crazy idea (usually for a contest).


My face whenever P does something cute.


Whenever we hang together in the pasture or stall. He’s definitely a cuddler.



When I ride Leo first, then go get P second.


My face when I go out to rehab/bandage/medicate whatever injury P has inflicted upon himself.


P in dressage warmup.


P going into stadium.


Me bribing P to jump all the jumps on XC.


That time I tried to sell P.


After Trainer B rides him.


Whenever we have a great ride (usually the ride after Trainer B).


Vs when he gets us eliminated on XC.


And the next time I see him after said elimination.


Me threatening P before we jump anything.


How others see us.


When a friend of a friend wanted to lease him.


And me after almost going through with it, but ultimately not.


And lastly- the most perfect gif EVER to describe our twisted relationship (again, I’m clearly Ryan Gosling).




Horse Life

Adulting Sucks



I had two massive grant proposals due on Friday the 16th and on August 5th the building my office is in informs us that they’re replacing the AC unit and will be closed from August 13-19. No access whatsoever. So for me, the grant proposals had to be completed by Monday the 12th, which had me working 12 hours a day at the office, then bringing my computer home at night to keep working.

Me for 7 straight days

So I’ve been working from home this last week, which meant THREE trips to Trainer B’s for Leo, and BOTH horses getting worked every day. It’s been MAJIKAL.

Not 100% sure Leo agrees with getting in the trailer every other day

Leo’s been coming along well, and I’m learning a whole new way to train an OTTB other than the “get on, ride, hope it works out” method of trainers past. It’s seriously been eye opening and with the help of P, I’ve been practicing using all my aids in a more coordinated fashion, timing my release of pressure, and just getting stronger in the saddle and on the ground in general.

Unfortunately, besides doing the back-to-basics stuff on P (reining back/halting off seat/bending, etc), P has most decidedly not been doing all that well. He’s been acting up in any gait other than walk: yanking his head down, going sideways, popping up on his front feet, a la:

This happens basically every ride. Sign me up for the next rodeo, I’m a pro

So my first thought was that the ulcers are back. Makes sense, right? He’s had quite a life for the last year, inflicting trauma after trauma upon himself, and been on plenty of meds. So I called the insurance company and set up an appt for the vet to come scope him next week.

I thought having a gray horse was bad…
…until I saw this trainwreck…
…and he wasn’t even sorry #noregrets

THEN…a few days ago after my ride on him, I noticed a small, hard bump at the base of his wither on his spine. I pressed on it and he didn’t flinch or move away, so I shrugged it off and when I came out the next day, it was gone. Rode, and it was there AGAIN after the ride. I figured maybe bug bite? Maybe it was there before the ride and I didn’t look hard enough? So I went out the next day, looked closely for it, felt his spine and there was no sign of it. Okkkk….rode for 40 minutes (hard to make yourself stay on that long when you feel all he wants to do is fly away out from under you), untacked and the bump was DEFINITELY there. I wish I’d taken a picture of it, but alas…nope.

Totally fine when a saddle isn’t on

So I Googled and read a few places that if the saddle is causing pressure somewhere, it can cause fluid build up somewhere else.

Leo hanging with the kids

Then I went out yesterday, put the saddle on P with no pads and it seemed just fine. Even contact, no rocking— looks great. UNTIL I ran my hand down inside the front of the flap and MY HAND GOT STUCK.

The Tiniest Dictator is seriously a horse whisperer

We don’t have a plethora of saddle fitters in the area, nor do we have any local tack shops, but I contacted the rep of a fairly newish brand I want to try, and I’m going to get in touch with a local part-time fitter who has worked with BO and some of the other boarders.

Either that or the 1,000+ animals are just afraid of the T.D. That’s a totally realistic possibility as well.

My dear Volty has been amazing, and the thought of not riding in it makes me want to cry, but I feel like maybe this time, wool flocking is the way to go.

Is the T.D. kissing Leo’s nose or whispering threats to him? We’ll never know the truth.

So we’ll see what happens. For now, Volty seems to be fine on Leo, though I’m not sure how long that will last, as Leo is changing shape somewhat. But I would also like to be able to ride P, and clearly Volty and P simply do not mix anymore. The ideal situation would be to get a saddle that fits both horses in a way that I could customize it further to each horse with a half pad. But damn, I’m seriously not looking forward to trying saddles. I’d rather get a new house than a new saddle.

If P weren’t in his stall, you better believe he’d be running towards the T.D. as well. These two crack me up

Tomorrow (well, today, as I’m scheduling this to be published in the AM) Leo and I head BACK to Trainer B’s for the 4th time in 8 days.

There will never be anything cuter than P and the T.D. Even if both are a little evil in their own way

And then Leo and I are going to Carolina Horse Park this weekend for some hanging with friends and *possibly* some official XC schooling. Because…

Plotting together? Maybe

…we are tentatively planning Leo’s eventing debut!


Horse Life

An Ode to the Horse Husband

Ah, Husband. Some of you have SOs who knew full well the crazy they were getting themselves into when they decided to date/marry you. That’s not the tale Husband gets to tell.

When I met Husband, I was finishing up college and at that point hadn’t ridden a horse in about 7 years. Horses came up from time to time in conversation, but as I figured my horse days were long behind me, it wasn’t a main focus.

Now he says I look at my horses the way I used to look at him

We dated, I graduated college, we got married, I started my career, he re-enlisted in the Marines, we bought a house, we had a kid…something was missing but I didn’t know what it was.


Then about 3 years after we first got married, one August day in 2010, I walked into a public speaking course, hating life because public speaking, while necessary for my job, was something I dreaded.


But as introductions were made, one stood out to me- a girl who said that for fun she rode dressage.


Now, I’d lived in NC at that point for 4 years and I’d never heard of anything remotely horsey, never even seen a horse trailer, so hearing the word “dressage” after 10 years was startling. But we talked, she invited me out to her barn to meet her horse, and 5 minutes after patting the ol’ guy’s neck, I decided I NEEDED my own horse. Stat.

Problem was….Husband was deployed to Afghanistan. He was infantry, so wasn’t on a base and could only communicate via letters (which took WEEKS to go back and forth) and the occasional phone call from a satellite phone. Sat phones were the bane of my existence during deployments. They only worked for outgoing calls, so I was at the mercy of waiting for him to call 24/7, and they were so unreliable that you never knew if you’d get 30 minutes or 30 seconds. So when that # flashed on my screen, I answered and without even a hello said, “Hey, I want to get a horse.”

Husband off saving the world, not knowing what he was going to come back home to

But he said to go for it (because he had NO IDEA what he was encouraging), so a week before he arrived home, I’d purchased Jester for $700 w/delivery included, a basically unbroke 9 year old Paint/TB cross gelding. And Matt came home after a 7 month deployment at 6 AM, we took some pictures and immediately headed to the barn.

7 AM
Matt & Jester
9 AM

Husband later admitted that he assumed having a horse was pretty much like having a dog that lived somewhere else. Sorry, Husband. I didn’t even really know what I was getting us into.


Because the area was so decidedly non-horse friendly, I had no trainer options and instead, relied on Husband videoing on our camcorder so that I could later upload the video to our desktop computer and compare my videos to pictures and videos of professionals. THEN I would write notes of what I needed to work on, drag Husband BACK out to the barn the following day, and he’d simultaneously video while reading me my notes.


And he did it all. Every time. No complaints. Even though it was mostly stuff like this thriller below- 2 minutes of counterbent trotting along the rail.

He came to my shows and cheered the loudest of anyone when I won a walk/trot class (I KNOW, that was what was AVAILABLE, ok?).

Class sheet of the local horse show series in that area. Jester and I killed in the Field Hunter W/T

He agreed to trade in one of our cars in order to get our first truck. And a month later when we went on our annual family vacay to Michigan, agreed to take one of the days he could be spending at the lake to go buy a horse trailer….then drive it 17 hours home.

It took 3 of my uncles to help park it because Husband & I had NO IDEA what we were doing
But I was so excited

Then when I found a quasi-dressage trainer that was the closest available, Husband would drive 1.5 hours one way with me to video. And if the sun was in the way, he freaking BLOCKED THE SUN (1:11 of the video).

And when we decided to go for Kid #2, Husband respectfully requested that I not ride, as it made him nervous. So I agreed and, having wanted to try Jester in eventing anyway but not having facilities anywhere nearby, sent Jester to a trainer a couple hours away to introduce him to dressage arenas and XC fences. Unfortunately, a pasture accident a month into training left Jester with an irreparable broken leg, so Husband drove me the 2 hours to say goodbye.


And a few weeks later, these momentos arrived, courtesy of Husband. I had no idea he’s gotten any of Jester’s tail hair, and he said he didn’t tell me because he didn’t want to upset me further.

A few months later the Tiniest Dictator came into the world and shortly after, we packed up and moved to the Charlotte area, using the horse trailer for storage, as I was horseless.


But not for long, because while I was sort of looking, sort of not, our anniversary was coming and Husband had plans. He knew which one I wanted based off of how much talking I did about this horse so…

Baby P face!

And resumed his Husband duties of videoing every excruciating trot circle and canter transition, still with no complaints. But this chapter is where he started inserting his own commentary (you know what I’m talking about if you follow me on IG) into most videos.

He makes me laugh when I hear a ridiculous accent:

He has the ability to make you sit on the edge of your seat. Will they make it??

Sometimes he ran into things:

He’s videoed more BN dressage tests than I can even give him credit for. And usually I wouldn’t even watch the video- I’d grab a screenshot or two and forget the rest.

1 hr of travel time + 20 minutes of warmup + 5 minute test + 1 hr of travel time back = ONE satisfactory screenshot

And, oh yeah, he’s Super Dad. Usually while he’d be videoing, he’s also be wrangling control over a 6 year old and 1 year old. More than one dressage judge has heard him threatening our kids with bodily harm if they disrupt my test.


Though sometimes he uses the horse as a weapon…

He continues to be baffled by the fact that I only want horse stuff for birthdays/special occasions. But he’s compliant.


P loves going to shows with him because he knows Husband brings food.

And I love him going to shows because he’s an excellent…

…Drinking partner. Even at 10 AM…
…Nerve dissipater…
…Fence scale…
…Horse show cook…
…and Selfie taker.

The last 3 Father’s Days have fallen on horse show weekends..


And there was that one year that we spent his birthday at Windridge and not only did he NOT complain, he came out for the dressage/SJ day to video in the pouring rain, and THEN he said that my winning the event was the best birthday present (which is insanely cheesy, can not possibly be true, but 100% how Husband is).


When I said I wanted to buy a hammock so I could sleep in the horse area of my trailer at shows instead of stay in hotels, he found me a turquoise one.


Then when I decided that sleeping in a hammock was NOT for me (after one night) and said I wanted AC in my dressing room, he took my trailer to the shop.


THEN when I wanted the dressing room insulated so it held heat/AC better, he bought all the materials and got to work.


He’s even gotten in front of the camera a few times to help solidify our nonstop contest winning. It all started because I really wanted those free Kastel shirts but the contest was geared specifically for men. Luckily I have Husband.

It did take a *tiny* bit of convincing, though.

And that led to him playing the part of “Crazy Pilgrim” in our Triple Crown contest submission (which, of course, we won). Husband is at 2:18 in the video.

And most recently to our submission for some free Coat Defense, which…we won.



And been a co-conspirator on other crazy videos we’ve done, like “Game Day:”

Because everyone should test to see how their horses handle getting beaned by a football.

He did the AM handwalking for me while P was on stall rest (and after this terrifying video, underwent an intense course on how to properly secure a rope halter):

And through it all has videoed pretty much everything- with his own twist, of course.

He rushed to the barn when P created the Foot Hole and offered more than once to do P’s midnight eye meds so I could sleep; and when I agonized over the mounting vet bills and seemingly never-endingness of the eye ulcer, he just said we had to do what was right for P.

He lets P play with his zippers, which P appreciates

Every year for P’s birthday he buys decorations. The 2 years I was in KY over P’s birthday, he took the kids out and they sang him Happy Birthday and gave him treats.




When I was in Nashville for a bachelorette party, Husband went to the barn and surprise-FaceTime’d me from P’s stall.



Then I had this INSANE idea to get ANOTHER horse.

Literally me after bringing it up in conversation with Husband

And Husband said, “Go for it.”

So I did.


And Husband was there when I arrived back from DE with Leo in tow to video and snap some pictures.

And he’s still videoing the most boring things ever with his most expert commentating.

And I still have yet to hear him complain. Love you, Husband!

Being the best Horse Husband ever is exhausting


Discussion Boards

Discussion Board: Starting OTTBs (& Horses in General)

When I got P in May of 2014, he’d been off the track for about 10 months, mostly just hanging out, which was appealing to me. Even though as a kid I’d never even heard of horses coming off the track and being “let down” in a field, as I did my research prior to purchasing my very first OTTB at the golden age of 28, I read over and over that this let down period was vital. That it was the ONLY WAY for a horse coming off the track to not be fried. Now P had had some rides here and there, and I was told he was good about things like cross-tying, leading, mounting, etc, so he wasn’t feral or anything, but he’d mostly been sitting. I was very lucky though to get him through the seller that I did, because P was definitely a VERY easy re-start, considering he had just turned 4 when I got him, and I was an out-of-practice ammy with a new baby and not as much confidence as I thought I had.

Constantly hovering in the fetal position while using my reins for balance. That’s how I rolled.

So everything about restarting P was super slow. E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G. I didn’t even canter him until September- FOUR months after buying him.

Look at that excellent equitation…said no one ever.

He didn’t pop over a single jump until November.

Chicken wings are cool, right?

Didn’t venture off the property for anything until February 2015, when he went to his first dressage show.

How cute is baby P’s face, though

His first jumper show was in August 2015.

Look at P’s position and not mine, please and thank you. Obvi this way Pre-Trainer B

And his first HT, and first time seeing XC, was in September 2015. So a full 16 months after purchasing him.

30 seconds after this picture was snapped, we were eliminated because SOMEONE wouldn’t even go past the water.

And then, as anyone who’s followed us for awhile knows, things went downhill thanks to my inexperience in finding a suitable trainer and blindly trusting resumes and internet reviews. But as you can see, I took things super slow and easy with P. Partly because of his age when I bought him, but mostly because of me. No one can say I ever rushed the horse.

Me & P 4eva

My experience with Leo so far has been the complete opposite of P in every single way. He was handpicked by Trainer B off of a 1:00 free video and a 2:00 first-ride video, then I brought him home on May 25th- a mere 15 days after his last race. He’d had ZERO let down, as he traveled from TX to KY, then to DE, then to NC, where I hopped on him for the first time 4 days later. And he’s been going ever since.


For the first month I had him I didn’t have much time for him, as P’s eye ulcer was still raging and requiring most of my attention. But I still managed to get on him on May 29th, take him to Trainer B’s for his first field trip on June 1st, show him his first XC course (including popping over a log and going through water) on June 15th, canter him on June 19th and jump his first x-rail on June 30th. So basically what took me a year and a half with P, Leo and I have done in less than 2 months. Leo’s been off the property a total of 8 times, has been to 2 shows, had a pro ride by Trainer B, gone through 3 different water complexes, jumped in the XC field, gone over his first ditch, and “jumped” through a 2-stride….and it feels REALLY good.

Hacks around the farm are becoming routine for him in between the harder work sessions. Look at those dapples!

The reason I bring this up is because I’ve gotten some not-so-nice comments from a few horsey acquaintances (no one in the blogosphere) that I’m going WAY too fast with Leo. It’s been not-so-subtly insinuated that he’s *definitely* going to be ruined and that *clearly* I’m just impatient because of the year P has had off. And I’ve got to say, I’m a bit confused. Because, uh, look at him.


I’d be lying if I said hearing the criticism didn’t bother me a little, as no one wants to hear those types of things, but it doesn’t bother me nearly as much as it would have a few years ago, because MAN, have things radically changed in the last 5 years.

This is me sitting on a horse that ran his last race 19 days prior. This is called newfound confidence, folks

For starters, I’ve known Trainer B for 2 years now and you simply will not find a better horseman or horsewoman out there. And I’m not just talking about riding- everything he does in regards to training, teaching and horsecare is at the highest level. His horses are all not only impecccably taken care of, it’s obvious they are genuinely happy to do what he asks. So when he does something like bring us out to the XC field and says to trot Leo over some sand and a couple of rails, I just do it. And I’d say considering Leo’s nonchalance about the whole thing, I’m pretty sure Trainer B’s timing was just fine. If it’s between his advice vs a rando or two that have a few backyard horses, it’s not really hard to figure out who to trust more, #sorrynotsorry.


The other thing that’s majorly changed is my own skill. When I started re-riding as an adult, I was genuinely surprised that I was no longer the confident kid who’d get on anything. And while it took me a LONG time to get out of my own way, the journey’s been worth it. When I came back to riding, trotting was a big deal for me- I always looked like I was going to pass out because I was concentrating so hard. Cantering was something that took awhile for me to be comfortable with. A spooking horse was a hard pass. Now I ride a fairly spooky horse (unless you’re in a t-rex costume…don’t ask me to figure that one out) and am fairly unfazed by a lot. I still get nervous, but the reason has changed from feeling like I wasn’t good enough to hang on should things go wrong, to I just don’t want to screw up the horse.

A few years ago, I would’ve gotten straight off


And this would’ve seen me immediately pull up and probably not canter again for awhile.

Now obviously there’s more than one way to skin a cat (such a disgusting saying…), and every horse is different, but I’m interested in others’ experiences. So for those that have started or-restarted a horse, or introduced new disciplines (not just OTTBs), what was your experience like? If you haven’t ever done those things, would you ever? Why or why not?







Horse Life

Two Horses is a Game Changer

When I first thought about adding a second horse, I was concerned about a few things, mainly my perpetual shortage of time. P has always been a 6x/week horse and there were days where I had to rush to get him ridden between work and familial obligations. It’s especially time consuming when you board at an amazing barn with amazing people that you just want to talk to.


But now that I’ve had 2 horses for a little over 8 weeks, I’m loving where I’m at mentally.

Despite the fail pictures/gifs that I routinely post, I’m very much a perfectionist. And exclusively riding P was hard because the only thing P is consistent at is being inconsistent. I’ve joked many times that owning P was the equivalent of owning at least 5 horses, since P is definitely a quad-polar and you never knew which personality you’d get on any given day.

I will never not laugh at this meme

When P was initially laid up and I started riding other horses (shoutout to especially S, B & C!!), initially I brought a lot of baggage along each ride. I anticipated stopping at jumps, spooking, running off…all things that weren’t really there. And it took awhile for me to stop projecting P on these other horses (it also taught me to appreciate the really good things about P, like ground manners, trailer loading and his gait adjustability). But I learned some new tools and how to separate rides on different horses instead of treating them all the same.

On his first XC course EVER, S took me right over a jump P had previously gotten us eliminated at
No helmet cam of B, but he was great to ride at home
C got me back jumping the bigger things

And that was something I desperately needed to learn before bringing home my very own blank slate. I can’t imagine getting on Leo and riding him the way I ride P. It would’ve been disastrous.

When it was just P & I, P had the power to make or ruin my day. If we had a bad ride, or even a bad part of the ride, I’d lament that I was clearly the worst rider in the world and clearly P was just terrible and clearly I should just never ride again. I’d dwell on it, vent about it to long-suffering Husband, think about it….yes, I’m aware of the ridiculousness.


But Sunday I realized that no longer seemed to be the case, so I’ll use that day as an example.

Let’s start with a snippet from Leo’s most recent lesson we had on Sunday- first, justlook at that flying change and adjustability and try not to swoon:

Right now we’re working a lot on suppling Leo using inside aids and it’s so cool to feel the lightbulb click on with him. He’s not the most naturally relaxed horse and he gets a little antsy when he doesn’t understand something, but he tries so hard, which is all I can ask for.

Trying, but just can’t hold it for too long

While the transition leaves A LOT of room for improvement…

Like erupting from the start gate

…The canter itself is insanely nice.

And SO comfy

Even when he jumps the groundpole:


So needless to say, while it wasn’t perfect and everything didn’t majikally fall into place, the lesson on Sunday left me feeling practically giddy over the progress Leo (and I) have made. And when we got back to the barn I pulled P out for his 4th ride of the week- the first week since FEBRUARY that he’s been ridden more than one day of the week.

And…P was less than pleased at this obvious testament that his year-long hiatus was over.


In other news…after 5 years, P STILL can’t figure out how to buck.


And while one-horse-KC would’ve been distraught that my ride of the day was spent on the back of Free Willy and not on *real* riding, two-horse-KC let it roll right off her back because she don’t need no Pilgrim to make her happy anymore.

mmmm-hmmmmm *snaps fingers*

For me, that’s a HUGE win. The mental part of riding has always been my nemesis. If things didn’t go to plan, I was a mess. And we all know how well horses and plans mix…

About as well as my plan to put just one stride in between these jumps went…

But because everything hinged on the one horse I owned and rode, I put too much pressure on myself and on the horse. Which surely didn’t help us get further any faster.

Story of my life

So while I’m still a work in progress, on Sunday afternoon, when I found myself laughing about P’s shenanigans instead of overthinking, I realized that FINALLY…I might just be on the right track.

Proof P had some good moments. Building back up muscle is hard, yo



Horse Life

Leo Survives….XC!!

It’s so strange to be back in the land of wi-fi and horses. I left July 5th for a week-long family vacation in Michigan, which involved 64 of my closest relatives packed into 4 small cabins on a lake. It’s a yearly thing, but thanks to Husband’s educational/employment endeavors, we haven’t been in the past 3 years. It was great to see everyone we don’t see throughout the year, as we’re scattered around Chicago/Virginia/NC, but a week of no horses is way too long! Thanks to the lack of wi-fi and basic internet connection, I couldn’t even get my horse fix through y’all’s blogs, so I’ll be stalking them throughout the day to catch up on what I missed.


The day before I left, Leo and I went up to Trainer B’s and a boarder came with me to get MEDIA. And she picked the perfect time to come, as Leo was the most amazing ball of amazingness.

We started with a bunch of work on the flat, getting him to relax. When he lets go, man-oh-man, you won’t want to go against him in dressage. Homeboy has some serious fancy pants he occasionally flashes.



Then we trotted a bunch of poles, which he’s done quite a lot, then over a teensy x-rail.

Then with one half of the 2nd x-rail up:

Then TWO x-rails. Hitting the big time here.

Then Leo’s first vertical!

We did that a few more times, then headed out to the XC field for some real fun.

First up was the ditch. Trainer B has 3 levels of ditches in a row. You can start with the log with the dip behind it, then graduate to the faux ditch with the sand/pole, then next to that is the legit ditch. We started by walking around it both ways, then trotting over the teeny log before coming around to the middle faux ditch. I sat in the backseat, just letting him have his head and encouraging with my leg and he hesitated for a split second but DID NOT STOP before popping right over!

Then we went the other way, with no issues.

Then threw in the flamingos just for fun.

Then went to the water. Leo’s been in both of Carolina Horse Park’s water complexes, but this was the first time he’s seen the dyed turquoise water. And he clearly didn’t trust it once he saw it, so we spent a few minutes doing laps around the edge, getting closer and closer…

…Until he decided we miiiight not be trying to kill him, and oh so gingerly stepped in:

Then we just walked in and out from all different sides until there was no hesitation and called it a day!

Then Leo promptly got a week off while I was gone, and decided he didn’t need hind shoes.

Then the next day he twisted his OTHER hind shoe. AGF came out and fixed them both, then Friday he did the same thing to his front right. So clips it is!

So we’ll spend this week getting back in the swing of things before heading to Trainer B’s on Saturday to see what’s next!

Leo’s ONE fail from the day where he found out he needs to watch where he puts those lanky legs of his



Horse Life

Leo Survives…A Lot of Trailer Rides

Thanks sooooo much for all the kind comments and commiserations! It was definitely a low point in life with P, and I’m pleased to report that it’s been 11 entire days since P’s last vet visit. He did try this out:

After the Foot Hole this didn’t even make me flinch

But AGF slapped some epoxy right on and said to ignore it.

AGF 🙌🙌🙌

Despite being med–free for 6 days now, his eye continues to remain wide open and as far as I can tell, the pupil isn’t dilated anymore. The vet had said it could take 2 weeks for the Atropine to wear off, and it’s been 11 days, but he’ll continue to wear the eye patch on his fly mask until Friday anyway.

But the bug mask is a thing of the past 😬

Leo had an insanely long weekend. It started Thursday, when I attempted the right lead canter. Up until then, I’ve only cantered him 3x, and only to the left. He has an incredible canter and is so adjustable, you forget he raced just last month…until you try to steer him, that is.


This was the first canter. I’m not exactly sure what I’m doing with my body other than I had in my head that I was conveying relaxation and trying to stay as still as possible. The next time I cantered him I experimented with sitting in the saddle and making small adjustments with my body, which resulted in an incredibly uphill canter that of course was NOT caught on camera #FirstWorldProblems

But the right lead canter was a much different beast. He bolted into it, then bolted around the arena, almost careening into jump standards and the arena fence. Then to the left was as quiet as a mouse. Luckily we were heading to Trainer B’s the next day, and he fixed errrrything. Hallelujah.

Leo looking relaxed at Trainer B’s…or maybe exhausted 🤷‍♀️

Saturday was a local-ish schooling CT/Jumper show that I had planned on taking Leo to just to hang out, but I ended up coercing my BO into entering with a client’s horse so I’d at least have something interesting to watch. So Leo got back on the trailer with a new friend, and we spent a good 4 hours just hanging out in the atmosphere. He learned horse shows = ear rubs and treats, and was relaxed the entire time.

It took approximately 50,000 pictures before my friend got got this one of him looking remotely interested in something other than grass
After convincing the judge that I wasn’t there to compete him, they let me wander around the jump arena with him. This was the spookiest jump and he just wanted to taste test 🤔
All the ear rubs ❤️

Sunday it was BACK on the trailer to go BACK to Trainer B’s, to make up for lost time since Trainer B has selfishly been competing (and winning) on his own horses. We started in the main arena just waking over poles of various heights, then headed to the dressage/gymnastic arena where (drum roll) Leo and I “jumped” for the first time! I mean, as much as a 16.3 hand horse jumps a cross-rail.

About the right visual

Then we headed to the XC field and as nervous as he felt the first time he saw all the crazy jumps, he was super brave about stepping over the log back and forth a zillion times, and we called it a day.

Our 80 minute session at Trainer B’s on Sunday saw us doing ALL THE THINGS. If you haven’t already, this free app called Equilab is amazing for tracking rides/training sessions.

We’re heading back there Thursday (and I miiiiight have company, which means MEDIA) before dear Leo gets the week off while I head on family vacay. I think he was just glad to get a day off of getting in the trailer.